Sunday, July 29

Thursday, July 26

oh em gee

im approaching full employment!!


i need to expand my PPC curve. arggghhh!!

Wednesday, July 25

Every Little Thing - Delirious?

Every Little Thing - Delirious?

Everything must change
There’s a mirror showing me the ugly truth
These bones they ache with holy fire
But I’ve got nothing to give, just a life to live
If your world is without colour
I will carry you, if you carry me

Every little thing’s gonna be alright
Every little thing’s gonna be alright [x2]

There’s no-one else to blame
I live my life between the fire and the flame
I’ve built my house where the ocean meets the land
It’s time to live again, pull my dreams out of the sand
Let your world be full of colour
I will carry you, if you carry me

When it’s all falling down on you
You’re crying out but you’re breaking in two
When it’s all crashing down on you
When there’s nothing you can do
There is someone who can carry you

Love Thy Enemy

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let X denote unknown variable.

X to me: "you know honestly, i don't really care what you think about me. Like it or not, im gonna be a part of your life and you can't escape from me. No matter what you tell others about me you cant deny the power and influence i have over your decisons now. so since you have to bear with me anyway, i suggest you put on a positive mindset. no use hating me because it won't change things. On the contuary, start loving me and you will find that LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL."

let P1 be the proposition "X=Mathematics" where i hate X.

since Lester hates mathematics,
P1 is true thus Pn is true for all values of X. #


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ok whatever. just a thought that struck me while on the way home. X can be anything. it may be sumone, something, and object, a subject. Whatever you may want X to be, you'll find that hatred makes no progress, instead, LOVE THY ENEMY and Life just might suck a little less.



Matthew 5:44 King James Version (KJV)
But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;




As of today, Lester Loves Maths

Friday, July 20

to pod or not to pod

wah stress!!

background story: i own a 3rd gen iPod bought 4 years ago. it has been my treasure and has seen me thru my darest and happiest times. no doubt its old. no colour screen, no video capabilities, touch screen function and 4 nav buttons are seperate from the click wheel. yeah u get the drift - its antique. its also been affectionately termed - "the grandfather".

Leading-in: over the ast one week, i notice the power capabilities of my grandfather dropping. it used to be able to last me approx 8 hours of listening on full charge (thats commendable for a 3-year-old electronic gadget). aniway, the last few days, my iPod can barely last the journey from home to school (<40mins). and after i switch it off, whatever power left magically dissappears. that means i am unable to listen in when im studying without being wired up.

situation: bothered by his poor health, i brought grandfather to the doc today. clearly a battery life issue; the doc told me "its very simple, you just need to change the internal battery @ $153"

me: *stun*

dejected, i left the clinic...


the problem: now, im in a dilemna. i have 2 options.

a) service the grandfather for 153 bucks and risk other complications arising, considering that its a 3-year-old gadget)

b) part with my sentimental feelings, pay 436 bucks for space and technology i don't need. (its 10Gb more than my current abundance of 20Gb and im not a visual kindof person), but definitely it would be able to last me longer.


so please, help me to make a decision. i NEED, not want an iPod. the nanos are too small for me.

Sunday, July 15

guitarization

What am I fighting for?

its been a tough week. but fortunately get to have a bit of breather before it all begins again tmr. Sandcastle workshop at ECP was great. the castles were beautiful, and with a bit of crappy advertising, it all summed up. next week's gonna be better!

and i;ve been learning abit of the guitar.. thx so much to joel and chengsong. though its still complicated, i'll take my time to figure things out. heh. anw, i rate myself as fast learner! i can alr play 2 songs! (its only my forth day) so yay! Lester the guitarist!





Im coming back to the heart of Worship,
and It's all about You,
Its all about You,
Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the things I've made it
when its all about You,
It's all about You,
Jesus

Saturday, July 14

today's been a rather legendary day. went to school expecting a few knocks, but it proved a little more than expected

u know the feeling of being a accused of sth u din do? it sux. oh well.. when ur dealing with a tyrant (and a proud one at that), u just gotta suck i up. 2 years in this shit i've sucked more than u can imagine... oh well.. dats life. pick it up and move on, b4 the tyrant catches up again.. its all for your own good.


later part of the day proved to be better. thx to joel with his PEH, ms ng and da laopo who are my personal facilitators. YAY.!


109, and the dy/dy is nearly infinity.. i just gotta keep climbing

and climbing

and climbing

and climbing

until i reach the peak of realisation.


till then, i need more karabiners....

Wednesday, July 11

its just been an admin nightmare. cca record driving the exco crazy...

anw back from ltc like ysd. man it was a blast, but i hardly slept. Lac bunks were nice though, but WCP was siat...


realli blessed to have such a great bunch of ppl to facilitate. SIR ECTOR ROCKS!.


happy bdae to quelyn and ben. esp Bsquare hope u had a great day and next time pls dun celebrate ur bdae on the rooftop.



and ms chiew zhnged her car!! pictures soon...

Thursday, July 5

what i've done

What I've Done - Linkin Park

In this farewell
There’s no blood
There’s no alibi
‘Cause I’ve drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies

[Pre-Chorus:]
So let mercy come
And wash away
What I’ve done

[Chorus:]
I'll face myself
To cross out what i’ve become
Erase myself
And let go of what i’ve done

Put to rest
What you thought of me
While I clean this slate
With the hands of uncertainty

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

For what I’ve done
I start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I’m forgiving what I’ve done

[Chorus]

What I’ve done
Forgiving what I’ve done




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Ok. im slightly addicted to this song - maybe its an understatement. All thanks to Transformers the movie. For all you who haven done so, pls go watch it. Im sure its better than F4/HP.

Monday, July 2

found.
torn.
lost.



poisson poisson all the way!



So let mercy come
And wash away
What I’ve done
I'll face myself
To cross out what i’ve become
Erase myself
And let go of what i’ve done

nuts

Chuyi: jiayou for the rest of your papers!
Me: yeah.. i need alot of you... erm.. as in "you".. hahah..
Chuyi: haha. why U want U? U should look for A! U can make it de!


me: *went nuts*




Ector Ector all the way!